Wednesday, July 6, 2011

W.O.W.

That is what I was saying when DH woke me up at 4:00 in the morning to show me SIL#1 relationship status on Face.Book.  The look on his face broke my heart.  He had to find out on Face.Book that she was divorced.  And then in the days that followed, we find out that nobody else in the family knows.  Nobody!! So while I have never understood why she has done a lot of what she has done in the last 3 years, now she announces on the internet that she is no longer married but doesn't have the decency to tell her own family.

In other news, I am seriously thinking about leaving my job.  I don't know if it will actually happen....I do have a lot of flexibility currently that I know I would lose and most definitely miss. But I do not like the direction this facility is taking and I honestly don't know how much longer there will be a place for me here.  CW#3 is one of the worst examples of a leader that I have ever witnessed.  It is harder each day to take direction from him.

Obviously, since I haven't mentioned it, I haven't gotten pregnant.  I took Clomid, I ovulated, never conceived.  Took the next month off, ovulated, never conceived.  Was going to take Clomid this month, but I honestly never thought about it when the appropriate day came.  I did ovulate last month, so I may again.  My cycles are getting shorter and shorter so I am ovulating early - very early. I am not expecting anything, but another child in our lives would be such an amazing blessing. DD would love to have a sibling and she is old enough to be an amazing little mommy. I am dreaming - I am wishing - I am hoping.  But I am not expecting.

Again W.O.W
What twists and turns our lives take!