Monday, April 25, 2011


I only posted once in 2010! So much has happened in the past year yet I really can't rehash a lot of it. Suffice it to say.......

SIL #1 and I don't really get along any better. We tolerate each other. Her life hasn't really changed much and therefore her demeanor hasn't really changed much.

SIL #3 popped out another kid. I get tired of hearing how hard it is to be a working mom to a houseful of kids. I love those kids and enjoy being around them, but it was their choice.

The IL's are in poor health and DH is busy working and trying to take care of them. SIL #1 acts like we are already trying to bury them and BIL #3 has his head in the clouds and thinks everything is A-OK!

My parents and I ....... well, let's just say we took a big step backwards in our relationship and it may take a long time to get back where we were. They are my parents and I love them, but can't treat me or talk to me that way and it'll be a cold day in hell before you do that to my daughter!!!

DH and I had a rough patch last year and I wondered if we would pull through. WE DID!!! I love him so much, but he is so clueless sometimes. He is going through his own health issues. It has been a long year already and it is only April!

DD is.................well................wonderful!!! She is smart, witty and very loving! She is my shining light through everything!

Work is ............ work! A few of my CW's have left and there is a new dynamic here. Some days it works well. Other days it is reminiscent of the old days. on to baby news. I pretty much gave up! Had a few "scares" that I was pregnant (not really scared....just used for lack of a better word). I haven't taken any drugs in a long time and have finally started to tell a difference in my body. It makes sense that if it took that long for things to get messed up from them, it would take a while for my body to correct itself. I went to a homeopathic doctor last year and a lot of what he said made sense about my body and hormones and imbalance. It was what I was already thinking. Unfortunately, even though I did physically feel better after seeing him, the imbalance didn't go away and I still never got pregnant. I figure with my luck, I will fall pregnant when I am way beyond the age of it being considered "acceptable". Actually, I am almost there now (insert smile)!

I really have a lot more to say, but this is enough for a start.