The past few days have been drama free and I like it that way! I have been incredibly busy with my family and I like it that way. We have not heard from BIL#1. I know that eventually we will and I will just deal with it when the time comes.
I saw GF over the weekend. She went from completely ignoring me to playing nice to asking me to lunch. I agreed, but didn't hear from her today so I'm not holding my breath for that either. And I am also okay with that.
DD had a sleepover last night. Missed her like mad, but it was good for her to spend time away from Mom and Dad. I so wish I could give her more...........but what parent doesn't want to be able to give their child more (and no, I am not just talking about material things)
I helped DH go through some of his Dad's things. That was hard. It was emotional. But that was about the biggest drama I have had in days. Just knowing that I am okay, I will be okay, my DD is happy, healthy and adjusting to the changes around us and that DH is going to be there for us at the end of the day is enough for me. I am doing my best not to let what is going on around me get me down. It is hard sometimes, and I do struggle with it, but I am trying.
One more thing -
Tomorrow is the anniversary of the day my Sweet Angel went to heaven. I look forward to the day that I get to see her again. Hard to believe that it has been 4 years! As I said............it is hard sometimes, I struggle with it at times, but I am trying. And I know that I will be okay!!
