The past few days have been drama free and I like it that way! I have been incredibly busy with my family and I like it that way. We have not heard from BIL#1. I know that eventually we will and I will just deal with it when the time comes.
I saw GF over the weekend. She went from completely ignoring me to playing nice to asking me to lunch. I agreed, but didn't hear from her today so I'm not holding my breath for that either. And I am also okay with that.
DD had a sleepover last night. Missed her like mad, but it was good for her to spend time away from Mom and Dad. I so wish I could give her more...........but what parent doesn't want to be able to give their child more (and no, I am not just talking about material things)
I helped DH go through some of his Dad's things. That was hard. It was emotional. But that was about the biggest drama I have had in days. Just knowing that I am okay, I will be okay, my DD is happy, healthy and adjusting to the changes around us and that DH is going to be there for us at the end of the day is enough for me. I am doing my best not to let what is going on around me get me down. It is hard sometimes, and I do struggle with it, but I am trying.
One more thing -
Tomorrow is the anniversary of the day my Sweet Angel went to heaven. I look forward to the day that I get to see her again. Hard to believe that it has been 4 years! As I said............it is hard sometimes, I struggle with it at times, but I am trying. And I know that I will be okay!!
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Monday, June 4, 2012
Monday, July 6, 2009
CD10
POAS today..... faint second line!!!
In other good news..... the meds didn't make me feel ill at all!!!
Had a great holiday week-end. Went to BIL #1's house. It was great to get out of town and away from the drama that goes on here with the SIL's. DD had a blast playing with other kids her age and we enjoyed relaxing, eating and watching some great movies. It rained most of the weekend, but I really didn't mind. It did rather put a damper on the fireworks, but again.... I really didn't mind!!
One bad thing..... DD had a really bad mosquito bite and we discovered it is infected. It looks a lot like the infection she had back in the spring. I am praying really really really really hard that it is much improved by the end of today. She is going to have a holy fit if we have to take her to the doctor to have it cut out. She still talked about the doctor poking and cutting her before!
Today is kinda back to reality. We are short staffed at work with no hope in sight of it changing, but I am trying hard to not get stressed over it. I am just trying to focus on getting done what I can and the rest will still be there tomorrow :-0
In other good news..... the meds didn't make me feel ill at all!!!
Had a great holiday week-end. Went to BIL #1's house. It was great to get out of town and away from the drama that goes on here with the SIL's. DD had a blast playing with other kids her age and we enjoyed relaxing, eating and watching some great movies. It rained most of the weekend, but I really didn't mind. It did rather put a damper on the fireworks, but again.... I really didn't mind!!
One bad thing..... DD had a really bad mosquito bite and we discovered it is infected. It looks a lot like the infection she had back in the spring. I am praying really really really really hard that it is much improved by the end of today. She is going to have a holy fit if we have to take her to the doctor to have it cut out. She still talked about the doctor poking and cutting her before!
Today is kinda back to reality. We are short staffed at work with no hope in sight of it changing, but I am trying hard to not get stressed over it. I am just trying to focus on getting done what I can and the rest will still be there tomorrow :-0
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Not much....
I have written so many posts in my mind and had so many topics and things to say. Now.... I don't have much.
Discovered that my positive OPK was just a fluke.
Aunt Flo made a raging comeback.
DD has still not been well.
DH is working a lot.
I have been working a lot.
Work has been hell.
I need a vacation!!! And the only break I am getting is a 14 hour road trip with DD and I to go to a small family reunion. AM I NUTS!~?~!~? YES!!
I am going to go ahead and use the OPK's this week to see what is going on, but most likely, if my body does cooperate, it will be when I am out of town. Then of course, I will be wondering the entire time I am gone if this is it. Is this the month. Even though I have stopped taking the drugs, I just can't seem to stop living this two week cycle. I guess I have been doing it for so long that it is just habit and a way of life for me.
SIL#1 is now 12 weeks along. We are also no longer speaking. Let's just say that her husband has a little "friend" on the side and she (the little "friend") has accused me of something (I have NEVER even had a one on one conversation with this tramp) and they have chosen to believe her over me. Nice, huh! So I have pretty much pulled myself out of their lives. Since we are in the same family, we still have to see each other, and my DD adores them so it is a little hard. But I will no longer be sending her to stay with them, or to spend any amount of time with them alone. I just can't believe that they are choosing this little two bit hussy over family and that my SIL is actually going along with this. Unbelievable!!!
On that note, I must go!
Discovered that my positive OPK was just a fluke.
Aunt Flo made a raging comeback.
DD has still not been well.
DH is working a lot.
I have been working a lot.
Work has been hell.
I need a vacation!!! And the only break I am getting is a 14 hour road trip with DD and I to go to a small family reunion. AM I NUTS!~?~!~? YES!!
I am going to go ahead and use the OPK's this week to see what is going on, but most likely, if my body does cooperate, it will be when I am out of town. Then of course, I will be wondering the entire time I am gone if this is it. Is this the month. Even though I have stopped taking the drugs, I just can't seem to stop living this two week cycle. I guess I have been doing it for so long that it is just habit and a way of life for me.
SIL#1 is now 12 weeks along. We are also no longer speaking. Let's just say that her husband has a little "friend" on the side and she (the little "friend") has accused me of something (I have NEVER even had a one on one conversation with this tramp) and they have chosen to believe her over me. Nice, huh! So I have pretty much pulled myself out of their lives. Since we are in the same family, we still have to see each other, and my DD adores them so it is a little hard. But I will no longer be sending her to stay with them, or to spend any amount of time with them alone. I just can't believe that they are choosing this little two bit hussy over family and that my SIL is actually going along with this. Unbelievable!!!
On that note, I must go!
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Not Bad
I'm not feeling too bad today. Still doing ok with AF being here. I plan on starting Clomid tomorrow. Went and had my hair done last night. I'm loving the color, but not loving the cut as much. But it is hair, it will grow.
CW's are all quiet today. GF added me as a friend on facebook, but didn't leave a message. Ran into BFF over the weekend, but haven't gotten to spend much time with her. We talk almost every day, but our lives are just so busy. (especially hers, she has 4 small children!).
My dad called this morning to see if we were going to come and see them for Thanksgiving. I don't think he was to very happy when I said that we were not. Then he called again wondering if we were coming for Christmas. Has it maybe occurred to him, that they could come to see us?!???! DH wants to spend turkey day with the IL's, which is fine with me. As for Christmas, I just really like to be home. I had actually been thinking of trying to take a few days and go on a little mini trip, but that may be out of the picture now. I am also really, really, really hoping to be pg by then. Which would mean, I might be a little sick on a car trip. Guess I will have to talk to DH and check the calendar.
Toodles!
CW's are all quiet today. GF added me as a friend on facebook, but didn't leave a message. Ran into BFF over the weekend, but haven't gotten to spend much time with her. We talk almost every day, but our lives are just so busy. (especially hers, she has 4 small children!).
My dad called this morning to see if we were going to come and see them for Thanksgiving. I don't think he was to very happy when I said that we were not. Then he called again wondering if we were coming for Christmas. Has it maybe occurred to him, that they could come to see us?!???! DH wants to spend turkey day with the IL's, which is fine with me. As for Christmas, I just really like to be home. I had actually been thinking of trying to take a few days and go on a little mini trip, but that may be out of the picture now. I am also really, really, really hoping to be pg by then. Which would mean, I might be a little sick on a car trip. Guess I will have to talk to DH and check the calendar.
Toodles!
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Here I go
Today (and tomorrow) are going to be very long days. Today I spend with my family. Then my DD and I will travel home and tomorrow we spend the entire day with DH's family at a reunion. I am really not looking forward to either day, except for the part where I spend it all with my DD and at least some of it with my DH. But I am sure that when we are at the reunion tomorrow he will leave me to go talk to his cousins and aunts and uncles. Me.......I haven't seen these people in 15 years and quiet frankly, I have been okay with that :-)
But all that said, maybe it won't be so bad! The food could be really good ;-)
Toodles,
Just Me
But all that said, maybe it won't be so bad! The food could be really good ;-)
Toodles,
Just Me
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