So hard

Had my annual visit with my OB-Gyn today. Didn't really think much about it. I go every year right after the first of the year. But as I walked through the door, all I could think about was the last time I was in there. And they told me I was losing my baby. They were very compassionate though and they did kinda hurry me through there and I was able to get out quickly. He is putting me on Femara (I think that is how it is spelled) instead of Clomid. I am going to have to do some more research on it. Unfortunately, since I was so upset while I was there, I didn't really ask the appropriate questions. I think I am going to have to make a list and give them a call next week.